rayquaza: by me :D (fuckyeahsierra)
2010-08-29 03:14 am

the sooner we realize we cover ourselves in lies

BUT UNDERNEATH WE'RE NOT SO TOUGH LOVE IS NOT ENOUGH~~~

dies. anyway. it's been awhile, hmm? yeah, well it has o.o school started, joyous days. i don't have to take stupid government class, amen. but chemistry is a bitch and i will always dislike math, so. there's no point in talking about something that isn't and never will be new :/ let's see. i'm mastering html coding, learning graphics; at least ps elements 6.0. it came with my bamboo fun tablet, and it's pretty nice. also drawing more. i got some microns, a .005, it does wonders. my god. i can add all the details in the world. still sticking to non-realistic portraits. hmm. i'm afraid of proportion, sue me. fuck.

i've been singing lately. which is so weird. but i dunno, i guess coming from an uneducated standpoint i'm not horrible, i can hold long notes, for real, and get kind of deep. i have a vibrato...something falsetto-ish, but i can't tell. i've just been singing you'll never know by versaemerge over and over. so yeah. i don't know, really. but that's how it is lately. expect some graphics dumps. OH. and i've been testing the FNTM-waters, like, sim competitions on youtube? they're all really good, but i haven't gotten in. something you learn after awhile in sim-ranking things, is that in each playing field, everyone is looking for different sims. in the exchange, you can go simpler. in youtube, they want realistic, fancy-jawed girls. in the flickr/forum community, good editing and frankensteining plus a killer gorgeous, wins-over-anyone-and-any-crowd sim wins. i don't know. i'll move up the charts. slowly but steadily...

anyway. i need to go wrap up this ic-box chat. there's life lately :3
rayquaza: (harmony korine)
2010-05-08 02:54 am
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ambition makes you look pretty ugly

ahh. well. it's a new month already. hmm. and i love radiohead. aahah. i did beforehand, but since i've gotten more into vocals and singing, thom yorke has a stunning range. i mean, he has this crazy falsetto/vibrato shit going on, and he makes his...like...i don't know what they'd be exactly, but maybe his D notes come out so clearly. that's kind of where my range starts becoming...difficult. i can hit them up to maybe an F, (maybe!) but they need some work. iunno. i'd really love some help in that area. hahah XD it's always been something i wanna be better at, you know? i like music. the only two instruments i've got are the piano and my voice >D in fact, i spent about an hour doing finger exercises yesterday. hah. my left hand is kind of a dud with the piano some times.

so. let's see. i...am going to some school-summer thing soon. i'm pumped, honestly. i nearly murdered myself studying for the ACT i had to take to even get in, but i got in and i won't have to take it to keep taking the course in the future years, if you get me? i won't have interwebz or anything, and imma have a shitload of dvr-ed shows to watch when i get back, but i would love to meet some new people and have a roomate ^.^ i hope i didn't shoot down my chances of getting someone cool by saying i hate justin beiber (is that right? i dun fucking care) and i have an obsession for nine inch nails, but yeah. hopefully no XD BY THE WAY, how to destroy angels is lovely. one, it's trent and his wife. in a band. adorable, hahaha. mariqueen really has lovely vocals and can go low/lightly high enough for the type of ambiance m.t. reznor makes for all of us, so yeah. i'm happy to hear he hasn't killed off nin, or i would be dead by now DX this is a good, strong side project slash new idea from him, and their first single, "a drowning" is an amazing example of how he can just meld into in situation and feeling with his music. I SAY ALL THIS AS I HAVE PARANOID ANDROID ON REPEAT. whuddup with that.

i have no idea why i'm lying in my bed while my brother is watching beetlejuice. that's an amazing movie, thank you, and alec baldwin is basically unrecognizable; he's so skinny. haaah :3 he came back from school for a hit and brought his ps3 and street fighter! YEAH-YUH. ken masters all the way. all the way. go to youtube and look up "good morning, mr. masters". it's hysterically true XD and, did i mention up until yesterday i had never read any harry potter books? well...up until...last tuesday. finished the first in three days and i'm onto the second. the future looks grim; my brother hated the ending of the last book so much he got rid of it and hated the rest of the series too XP not to mention the whole family had to deal with his rants about it. ahaha. my hand hurts, and pokemon is tomorrow. plus i needa get mothers day plans together, ooh XD hehe.
rayquaza: (WHUT IT'S MM BISHEZ.)
2010-04-19 11:44 pm

when the violence causes silence

hmm. as peculiar as it sounds, i haven't had much to say as of late. but. i am considering making a legacy of sorts, since i just got in game today for the actual game, and i have a lovely adult alien who i stole off a community lot and added to my family courtesy of the insimenator. yes, really. and she just grew up, so. i'm stuck between whether or not to just go for the exchange way or what. i probably will, then i can shamelessly plug this shit here, but maybe i'll do some small one here. cause then i can get dirty and stuff. that's the way. lawl. ahaha. that sounded bad XD i've also been busy working on some DOWNLOADS WHUT. yes. seriously. i figure since i'm trying to curb mine, i'll just make them! mostly clothes and maybe hair things >.> since it's easy and shizz. and working with the skin blending, but it's fucking hard stuff sometimes, yeah? well, just know when i get things done, they'll go here first thing ^.^

what else. haha. i'm working on some...surreal elephant watercolor, an augustus caesar paper - which is crazy, i love that guy but he did so much. srslyman, you have no idea. and what else. i got my envy on the coast hoooodie. i love it. it's so soft O.O and it's pretty, and i wish i could see them or the dear hunter live but they play in such shit parts of town, man. or they're shit at night/dusk, and i just am weary. it's such a gorgeous, small, old venue with amazing sound, but it's just kind of difficult. maybe i'm just a worrier. an excessive one. i fail.

and yes, my icon today is marilyn manson. i never realized how i love coma white and i felt he fit with my icon collection somewhat. he is kind of inspiring and has concepts, he just scares your parents. and small children. and anything religious. don't mistake me for some goth because i expressed this, though. shh. i've been trying to make a gif small enough for upload, jesus christ. 40 KB is not easy to achieve. we'll see. i'll update soon with some of my new sims. or pictures of them, ooh. and with some bodyshop previews of things. but those may take a little longer >.> and, a reminder, GLEE IS TOMORROW, maybe it won't be infested with rachel berry and it may be a little better than the last.
rayquaza: (distorting my believing)
2010-04-13 11:21 pm
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LET'S PLAY A LOVEGAMEE, PLAY A LOVEGAME

word. haha. my titles later on will be far more cryptic and dark and stupid shit like that but when i listen to lady gaga i use extra vowels and things. lawl~

so. i have no idea why i'm writing this. but iunno. i liek looking at my pretty icons and picking them and making them. and you know what? this journal will have 21% (yep, twenty one. even numbers scare me) more crazy and ramble, cause this is ipod enabled, yep. i am writing this on it. that's the only way you can combine 'hot one' from velvet goldmine (/dies) and a journal entry. i'm telling you. it's true. so. expect sims things. considering i feel bad lately, sinus infections and more, and i've been hanging around taking this really pretty antibiotic that makes me feel...uh, well. high-ish and psycho, and stuff, there will be unnatural rambles. you don't live in my house, or not now when i'm alone at certain times and start singing lady gaga and bowie and adam lambert :OO OMFG WHUTWHUTWHUT. yeahh. glambert, kiddies. it's just for your entertainment, okay >.> he's all sparkly and it's kind of cute. ahaha. one of those secret obsessions? i swear, the only random modern crap i like. i hate ke$ha whateverhernameis and her guts, don't even start with me on miley cyrus/anyone who used to act on disney and can suddenly sing (apparently vice versa too, if you know what i mean in particular >.<) and justin beiber just scares the hell out of me and sounds like roadkill. yes, roadkill.

yeah. i expected this day of being a bodyshop whore, but no. my plan was ruined because my dad hogged the desktop forever and i NEED IT o.o blah. it has everything sim on it. hahaah. speaking of which, aiden made it into her desired competition :'D i'm fucking pumped. liek. yeah. WORD. lulz. anyway, no promises, since i chose to write my research paper on augustus caesar and tomorrow i get started at the library. yes. augustus, octavian, just not julius, no no. he is by far the greatest and caused the pax romana to ensue. then again, once his 'reign', per say, was over, the fall kind of started, which i regret, but it was him and alexander the great. dayum. no, srsly. i was on the fence as to whether the latter was roman enough though, so. i went for the guy who got a month named after him. although this wasn't my reason, mind you .___.

uh. so. i ordered a lovely envy on the coast hoodie yesterday ^.^ i will do a happydance when it's mailed to me. andand things are falling into place. hmm. expect actual, non-rambleblog posts sooner or later. hopefully sooner. meh. this journal is going to be ridiculously huge. my apologies.
rayquaza: (MUNCHLAX)
2010-04-12 05:00 pm
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[ number one ]

meh. out of ideas for titles.

jesus. i've had this around for awhile now and i configured things to my liking and i will use it! mwhaha. it'll be full of rambles and funtiemz and pokemon and sims and pretty boys sims >.> i say sims. yeah. i'll make shit and it will go here and whee.

SO, WITHOUT FURTHER ADO, I AM RACHEL AND WELCOME TO MAH JOURNAL.